Last Day

This month is full of "last days" ... I'm at my last year at college so ...
last Saturday was my last day at college ... a week before was my last day at the lectures room ... today is my last day at the "automatic control" course with Eng. EL gohary ... and there will be the last day in exams and the last day in project...
it looks good but if u had a deeper look u wouldn't see it that way..
I'll miss those days so much ... I'll miss my friends, the places, the buildings, even the cars... I'll miss the feeling 10 mints. before the exam and the feeling after finishing the last one in every term, i have a memory in every corner, somewhere is my favorite place, and another where we gathered to copy a sheet answer ... I'll miss the bakery & 3am 7amdy the Pepsi man... I'll miss the drawing halls, the tee ruler and Aristo's triangle ... I'll miss studying with my friends in our empty flat for days before the exams ... I'll miss being a student ... i wish i could stay more in the college ... but who knows ... may be the upcoming days are better ... hope so ...

My Precious Gift

from about a year I received a gift from someone i do really love ...

I kept this gift in a very special place ... i took good care of it .... ,
7 or 8 months later i knew that someone is trying to steal it ... oh ... i forgot to tell ... it's really precious ... it's made up of diamond ...

i didn't know what to do then ... I asked for help ... i was so sad because ... then, i could do nothing ... even my very special place couldn't protect my gift ... it could be stolen easily ... in front of my eyes ... standing there doing nothing ... but at the moment the thief came ... the gift was there ... it was glowing more & more ... the light was so strong ... the thief couldn't open his eyes ... he was frightened ... he ran away and never came back and then i knew that my gift has the power to protect it self ... but what if it happened again??? ... with more powerful thieves???... can it protect it self again???? ... i was not sure ... so i decided to put a plan ... and i did ... i planned to prepare a fully secured place to keep it in ... a place that can defend it against any thief ... but ... there was problems ... i had the place for the gift ... it's really an excellent one ... but i didn't have enough money to prepare it to befitting my valuable gift ....

so i had to work more & more to earn the money needed ... it wouldn't take long ... but thieves are stalking it... the gift is still in danger ... i hope it can protect it self until i prepare the proper place for it ... I'll do my best to protect it until then.

Ya madrasetna ya 7abebetna

معقول يا ولاد بنقول باي باي؟

و خلاص المدرسة فايتينها

شوفوا الأيام بتمر ازاي

مش لسه يادوبك داخلينها

يادوب عرفنا أسماء بعضينا

لحقت تعدي سنين علينا

و خلاص بنقول باي باي على طول

يا مدرستنا يا حبيبتنا

باي باي .. باي باي


باي باي يا أحلى أيام حياتنا

باي باي يا أغلى ذكرياتنا

فُتناكِ بخير يا وش الخير

يا مدرستنا يا حبيبتنا

باي باي .. باي باي


فُتناكِ بعافية يا شبابيك .. عقلنا كان يسرح برّاها

ودّينا من المجهول مزازيك .. تنادينا و ادينا طاوعناها

و انتَ يا دي الملعب .. و انتِ يا دي التوتة

كانت حدوتة .. و توتة توتة

و خلاص بنقول باي باي على طول

يا مدرستنا يا حبيبتنا

باي باي .. باي باي


رايحين و جايين سوا صحبة تلات سنوات

في المدرسة الطيبة ندرس ولاد و بنات

عرفنا نحسب شعاع الشمس بالخطوة

لكن أوان الوداع .. ما عملنالوش حسابات

خلّصنا بدري .. و قالولنا يلا

حنروح الجامعة .. يا رب انشالله

و خلاص بنقول باي باي على طول

يا مدرستنا يا حبيبتنا

باي باي .. باي باي


ياما غيرنا اتجمعوا قبلينا

و اتفرقوا تاني و نسيوا زمان

بس احنا خصوصي لوحدينا

لازم نفضل أهل و خلان

دي عِشرة حلوة .. حرام تضيع

مرت يا عيني .. سريع سريع

و خلاص بنقول باي باي على طول

يا مدرستنا يا حبيبتنا

باي باي .. باي باي

i saw this song in a movie called "3awdat el ebn el dal" that was in the summer between the high school and the college... it really affected me so much.. i almost cried then...

http://elaghani.com/MajdaElroumi/byebye.mp3

PhOtOs

from time to time i open my photos folder and watch ... there are a lot of photos in that folder.. thousands... i'm a person who appreciates memories... photos reflect a large no. of different feelings.. actually it's not the photos... but the ppl, scenes, places, situations in them... every single photo reminds you of a memory... a day of your life... a place where u existed once.... someone u love, another u miss... and a third u don't even want to remember..... a smile that you are quite sure you will never see again... a hug that you really need right now... a dream that you've always wished it would come true... some photo makes u take a deep deep breath... and another steals a tear out of your staring eyes... a photo makes you close your eyes and watch a close memory to your heart starting from it's frozen scene...
don't miss a memory... take a lot of photos

shehadet el thanaweya el 3amma

i went today morning to get "shehadet el thanaweya el 3amma" after i heard that they burn it after 5 years from school graduation ... i went to gamal abd el naser school which is next to my school ... there was a man sitting with a large copybook on a desk in front of him next to the building entrance. i noticed that he is staring at me.. i tried to ignore him.. but he kept staring and when i wast just 2 steps from the entrance.. he said where r u going "captain" like i was wearing shorts or something.. i told him i wanna get my certificate...he was like what certificate? then i was like thanaweya 3amma.. he closed one eye and said men 3and meen? i was like.. i don't know.. i only know it's in there.. then he let me pass..
inside there were a lot of teachers sitting in the classes talking (u know that period before the exams.. no students)
anyway after being lost for 10 mins. searching for miss hana2... some one told me here she is...
she was a fat woman wearing an xxxl dark green blouse... she took me to the room where the certificates are kept... she asked me to sit down as she finishes the procedures... while i'm sitting another teacher came... miss hana2 ignored me and kept on blabbing with the other teacher for another 10 mins. then she called for a student from outside (he has just finished a football match) she asked him to wash three tea cups that were kept in the certificates' locker as the ants gathered around them... the guy agreed reviling his bad luck that made him pass in front of that room. at last i got my certificate... have a look on it...

my first post

These days are the worst at college... the last month of the last year... i can't stand studying any more... i always don't... but it's really annoying me this term...

I feel like i'm lost... every thing is messed up in my life... a lot of changes happened to my life in the last year... i need to take a break & rearrange every thing... i need to take a lot of decisions about my future which is really full of mystery to me... I know it's normal to feel so in this stage of life so i hope it passes safely and quickly..